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I am Aryana . I talktalktalk like there is seriously no tomorrow. I despise people who think they are all that. And people who think they know me well, can go to hell.
I can easily shift my mood. One second I'm all bubbly, the next I'm furious. I like doing things my way. I don't respect people who don't respect me. To me, swearing
releases tension. That's why I swear often. You might think I'm some innocent arrogant stupid little brat, but really, I'm not. I'm friendly, nice, and really really loud (:
Haters can fuck off. I don't need you here, aite? [:
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Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 2:17 PM
emotional breakdown part 2. fishness. deepavali - cannot wait. going back here - totally can wait. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I AM SO EMO NOWADAYS. I WONDER WHY. OH I KNOW. MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I AM STUCK INSIDE THIS PRISON. GOD SAVE ME. SAVE ME, SAVE ME PLEASE. can't wait for malik's open house on friday, :P OMG ARGHHHHHHHHHH BACK TO EMO SELF. |
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Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 5:48 PM
emotional breakdown; i am missing home very much. but some people i met here, were able to cheer me up very quickly. nothing interesting happened to me; life here is *speechless* what if i don't survive, what if i am gonna be homesick for the rest of my life here? what if i can't stop thinking of mum and dad, of my sister, of my friends, of those who mean most to me? therefore making me unable to study, therefore making me fail. and that would seriously hurt my mum. it would be way easier if i go to normal school. my life wouldn't be this miserable. but then again, my mum would be disappointed in me. and i don't want that to happen. but maybe she doesn't want me being at home? maybe she hates me.... but i just can't stand it being here! i miss my parents too much! WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME?! WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. PERIOD! yeay my parents are visiting tomorrow. i just hope they don't come late again. :( |
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Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 9:33 AM
damdidumdidum. dumbass. |
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Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 2:45 PM
attitude. First day in SSP was a bit scary. I was nervous, didn't know anyone. But the second my parents left me, everyone came to my table. They all were very, very nice. Thanks guys :') I met loads of great people. Haha :P It's really hard hafaling the names. Haha. Sorry guys, especially Nuna and Rafisya and Afira. Nuna becomes Nanu, Rafisya becomes Farisya, and Afira jadi Arifa xD Haha. I'm so bad :O I met Sereena from KYS, Husna form KYS, Nadia - Mira's friend from KYS, and some other people that are connected to my other friends. AND ANDDD, my cousin's ex girlfriend! HAHA. Dayum man, it's such a SMALL world. xD I'm thinking of joining the Debate team, tennis, and for unit beruniform, I haven't decided. Help me? :( The night before we went back, we lepaked together before we went to sleep. Hey, we couldn't sleep okay. Too excited to go home :P Haha. We ate like there was no tomorrow, and stuff xD Oh and did I mention about Fatiyah, the bravest girl in our dorm? :O Well, a cockroach went inside our dorm. The windows were open. Haiyah. Anyways, it was the flying type OMGGG. We all were so scared. We even screamed. xD But then, Fatiyah and Farsha I think, saved us all by killing the thing and throwing it outside the window! HAHA. And Fatiyah was like the SMALLEST girl in our dorm. xD And and, this may sound a bit freaky. I'm replacing Ira in the dorm. So I'm sleeping on her ex-bed. Our birthdates are the same! Fatiyah's tooo! Haha. And they all said that I'm a lot like Ira and stuff. Even our names rhyme xD Ira-rya. Haha xD My parents fetched me at about 2 p.m.? They were late, btw :P So far, I'm doing good in SSP. I hope that lasts long. :) |
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Wednesday, September 2, 2009 @ 12:55 PM
tired. I'm doing good in SSP, hopefully. I'm supposed to be doing this Sejarah research thingeh, but watahell :D
Fara Anna Iffah Yana Nabilla & AWWWWLLL my classmates, Nabilla(Jac 3 Bay 2) Kak Trisya Kak Sara Kak Safa Kak Izzati Kak Hani & AWWWWLLL my dorm mates, And my CS; Kak Mira Moore, THANK YOU!, for helping me out and stuff :D - i miss my babies. :'( |
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Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 11:39 PM
flirt.      Hehe, I don't mind putting up silly pictures of me. :D Go on, say it. I know I'm fugly. :P Cousins - lyssa lynna sya jaji rodzlan - are sleeping over at my house for one freakin week :D We had SO much fun face painting and camwhoring and gossiping and eating and laughing and stufffff :D Aw ily guys :D :D :D We went to bazaar ramadan at 5 ish? Ohmygod, it was freaky, I tell you. The guys there are so kampungish, annoying tau. I can't go out in peace. '-________________- When we bought air kelapa, the lady said "Eh bagi yang anak Fairus ni dulu" HAHAHA, bangga weh :D Oh! And lynna and I saw a squashed rat OMG!  ..... And we did some more singing laughing dancing crapping gossiping. :D I think I wanna go get some poptarts noowww. Latersss! :D love it when you call me legs, in the morning buy me eggs? |
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Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 10:36 PM
fooker.  junks I always have in my bag. Went shopping at pavillion with mummy and my sister. Bought tops and shorts from zara and sandals from aldo. Ate sushi, went home. convo with mia :-
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